THE ACTION/EVENT

Well the event seemed to me uneventful perhaps its because i am still thinking about my friend who lived under the 1-95 overpass and the friend i think in made in the other womon who now lives there. I wanted to talk about her and my other friend at the event however i could feel the urgency of the other wimmin at the action/event to discuss whatever it was that they wanted to discuss so i did not talk about them, instead i prepared a meal of miso soup with Chinese dumplings, some basmati rice, and steamed spinach, i was not really into the evening and i guess everyone could feel that. One womon wanted to rehash the other stuff that was going on ad nauseum but i would not talk about it. Another womon who said she was not a lesbian said she was beginning to have sexual feelings for another womon in the group that she was unwilling to identify and that she was feeling a lot of shame and guilt about it, and that she wanted to talk to her husband about it but wanted some feed back from the group before she did. I asked her if they were just sexual feelings or did she see herself dating this womon ? She answered she did not really know. Another womon told her that sexual feelings for other wimmin were not really an indication that she was or was becoming a lesbian, and the feelings could simply be fantasy. I asked if she had said she had sexual feeling for a man would that have been an indication that she was or was becoming a straight woman or that her feelings could simply be fantasy? Another womon said she thought that i had a knack for making things appear more difficult than they really were. I said i thought she had a knack for making things appear more simplistic than they really were. I could feel the air getting warm and i said but what does this have to do with the womon and who she has the hots for. None of the wimmin voiced approval at my choice of words "hots for" as a matter of fact one of the wimmin told me she thought me to be very insensitive. I thought maybe they are all on target about me tonight. My mind was still on my friend from the 1-95 overpass diner. Well the talk went on about wimmins sexual feelings for other wimmin and i must say i was completely and unabashedly uninterested.