SO NOW WHATTA I DO?

Well i must say us lesbians/wimmin never ceased to amaze i can understand now why sometimes we are called or we call ourselves amazing amazons. All the wonderful food that they left is enough for me to make several meals, i wonder if it is time for us to increase our numbers, o no not numbers again. Nope i cant take that right now no more numbers no more. But on the food i could ask if we can get together twice a week since we have so much food, or i could prepare something for my neighbor women or i could take some to my new friend under the l-95 underpass diner, or i could keep it for myself, what to do what is right to do i just don't know right now to much to soon. First a possible new place to move then a lotta of food and also the money is increasing i think i need to show how that is being used also. So now what i really realize how much i have grown to like the wimmin well all the people in this neighborhood, i can now understand why the young ones call this the hood. I think of a hood and the purpose of a hood to cover, to protect,to shield, warmth, wow i never thought moving from one place to another could bring on such strong feelings, but this is like moving from a protected place to one that i am not sure of. Maybe i am as my mother would say straining at a gnat and losing a camel. So what do gnats and camels have to do with this? O me alter is coming fore i can feel her, i think i have found a way to lower her voice in my ear. Simple i start singing in my pretend a sing voice the one my sister said would wake up the dead, see if that works. Well I'm suppose to go see the house with the other wimmin, i don't really want to go cause i really don't want to hear anything negative about the house, my alter said to me i think what it is really is that you have decided that you want the house and you don't want to hear any reasons about why it might not be such a good idea. Or is it that you have not given thought or don't want to give thought to the possibility that G...... is gently pulling you into her corner, i resent that you make me sound as though i have allowed myself to be taken in when you say such things, me alter said well if it is not so no problem eh? Well i said to myself i wonder if i should just call the and make up an excuse as to why i wont be there to see the little house with them, and then i heard me alter say liar liar pants on fire. Well i asked myself what is my hesitation with going with the other wimmin about really? I must admit i don't want to hear anything negative about the little house, alter says so maybe you wont , but whats with not hearing anything? I did not say i didn't want to hear anything i do want to hear everything,so OK then go and listen. So anyway about the food? I know the perfect meal i will make for the next (LESBIAN HOME DINING)action/event now about the money. I find if i start to sing its more difficult to think so now i sing, better yet i think i will put barb ester on the Cd player and sing along loudly, loud, louder, yes that's good.