Wednesday, November 14, 2007

AM I O.K.? WHO IS O.K.?

S...y said that she felt blessed. o.k. and I am not sure what I feel. Have I acted wisely by leaving her stay here in the back yard? Should I have laid down more definite do's and dont's ? She seemed rather uninhibited can I handle this? These are the thoughts I was having in my head when I woke up this morning. Then I got up and looked out the back window to see if I could see her or rather what she had used as a tent. I saw nothing nor no one. I really got curious and went up to the window and really stared out. I still didn't see any thing nor one. Umm I thought where the hell did she go I don't see any impression of anyone having been in the backyard all night, I wondered if she decided to leave and not stay here last night, I know I didn't say anything to offend her or did I? Well I thought by the time I really wake up,brush teeth etc.,I will see what really is. An hour later I still had not heard nor seen any sign of life in the backyard and I decided to go out back. No one was there, no S...y, no tent, no nada. I really became concerned and had started back into the house when I heard a noise that caused me turn back and there was S...y popping down out of one of the Live Oak trees talking bout what a wonderful night she had up in the tree where she could smell, see, and hear everyone and everything during the night, and how much she loved it up there pointing upward into the huge tree. I know my mouth was dropped opened, cause when I looked up there in the tree she had a board and what looked liked a light blanket or sheet. I asked her how did she get up there and she showed my how, she actually climbed. When she came back down she said to me one night you really need to come up there and sleep I think you would love it. I didn't say a word I just looked at her, and she was beaming. I invited her in for a cup of tea. She declined and invited me out in the yard for some water and an herb. I took her up on it. I wanted to ask her a lotta questions but I really didn't know where to start and I did not want to offend her. I realized that I was becoming afraid of myself when I was around her. I could easily see myself going wild. WILD WILD what an interesting idea, going wild, I wonder what and how does that really happy and does it really happen,my mind just went to Gertrude S. if an attack could surprise would it?

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