SO ANYWAY WHERE HAVE I BEEN?

So as i was telling, i did decided to go homeless,why? i really do not know i think it was an experience i wanted to have and i don't really know why i wanted to do it. I did not talk to A..... cause i did not want to hear anything about anyone else's experiences i wanted my own. So clothes on my back, shoes, socks, good pair of tennis shoes, 20dollars in ones, some dried fruit,water (the water is very important to me and i began to wonder if i could do something in order to get good water without having to buy it all the time), lets see what else i realize that i am scared and i think that is good. Should i take a pillow, blanket, sheet, raincoat, umbrella?, maybe i could pretend that i am really camping but i am not taking a tent,but what about a sleeping bag? Me alter said "I don't think so". So i think now that i am ready to leave, i want to call my mother and my sisters but they would only think that i have lost it, but i do not want them to worry about where i am. i shall leave them a note, maybe in an obvious place so that they can see it whenever they come this way, but if i do that the wimmin who come to THE HOUSE for LESBIAN HOME DINING -in-WIMMIN-ONLY-SPACE would also see the letter and that would defeat my whole purpose of going homeless. i never thought a seemingly simple act could be so mentally consuming. How to do this and remain sensitive to those who care for me became my concern.