STILL LEAVING

Well it took me quite a few days to really leave and go to be homeless. i pondered and pondered on leaving a note for my mother, sisters, and some of the wimmin from the group. i got tired of pondering and figured if i am going to do this i have to really do it, so with the clothes i had on, some change, a full meal in my gut, water and some dried fruit i walked away from THE HOUSE. i had gotten to the bus stop and was thinking of catching the bus somewhere but me alter came to me and said "you may need that money for something more important, and besides where would you catch the bus to in order to be homeless"? so i didn't catch the bus, i started to walk, i had been walking like what seemed to me hours, i had started to enjoy the walk the weather was absolutely great, but i realized i had only walked for 1 hour 20Min's when i spotted a clock on a building. i got to thinking i needed to sit down somewhere and spied a bus bench, i didn't mean to but i fell asleep sitting on the bench, i don't know how long i had been sleep and woke up with a start when a body plopped down next to me on the bench i became very annoyed and realized i was acting as though the bench was mine already. i sat up in a i am not asleep position, the body next to me was a womon who was waiting for a bus, i wondered how many buses had passed while i dozed. i really started to miss the wimmin in the group, my mother and sisters and i had only been in a homeless state for 4 hours, i asked the womon sitting next to me what time it was, she mumble the time and suggested that if time was important to me i needed to buy a watch. well that really was not a bad suggestion but it cause me to wonder if i looked homeless or something.