Tuesday, May 20, 2008

THE HOUSE?

i have been standing around in front of THE HOUSE now for a good 30 minutes no on has come out of THE HOUSE and i can still hear the radio spewing and screaming, how the hell does anyone stay in a house with the radio blasting like that, this is THE HOUSE although she is a different color a bright yellow ( and i must say a warm color) i know her. i noticed some tricycles in the yard so that means children are here, i wonder who is living here now, i will stand here for another 20 minutes and then i will knock on the door to see what's up. what is very interesting is that no one on the entire street has come out to see or act as if they don't see me, i know that there is someone peeping from behind a curtain somewhere, that is interesting also cuz in the posher hoods the residents leave the cops to do the questioning, in this hood the neighbors will ask questions to those who appear as strangers, that is why i find it odd that no one has shown a face, that means that someone here remembers me, now to find out who. OK it is now an hour later and no one has come out of THE HOUSE as a matter of fact no one has come out of any of the houses and i know it is about time for someone to leave to go to church, sooooo it is about knocking on the door time, gather the courage to do that and then what do i say um hi i used to live here, or hi do you remember me or maybe could you tell me who lives here now? i started across the street courage in hand, walked thru the gates, on to the porch, hand fisted to knock, and the door opens and standing in the middle of the door is G......, she smiled at me and said we were wondering when you were coming over to knock, we saw you in the yard this early a.m., saw you lay down to go to sleep, and decided not to say anything to you we wanted to see what you would do. where the hell have you been,she asked what is going on? she said you look great wherever you have been seems to have been good to or for you? are you coming in? what is happening? are you here now to stay? what do we owe this visit to? i noticed she kept saying "we" i wondered and wanted to know who is "we". I smiled, said hello, and i must admit i was totally surprised to see her here and at the same time very happy it was her and not some one else, she invited me in, i went in and closed the door behind me, as i entered THE HOUSE i noticed quite a few things had changed, and so had i.

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