THE NEW G ? OR IS THAT THE NEW ME?

i sat down on the floor as G..... motioned to me to sit. i don't think she meant for me to sit on the floor it just that is that habit i had developed, i started to get up and sit on the chair she had motioned to but i did not, she tilted her head as though she was about to say something, started to sit, stopped and asked me if i would like something to drink or eat, i wanted both and started to say no but she had already started toward the refrige and i was not about to say no then, i said why thank you. She said i could fix you something special or if you like i can make you a smoothie, i thought for a moment, now where will i get my next meal maybe i better ask for a big one (at that place me alter appeared she said just to remind you you have not been eating large meals so watch you gut) i said to G..... a smoothie sounds great, and indeed great it was, when i finished it i wanted to lay down and go to sleep, i sat on the floor and was about to ask a question when the bedroom door opened and out walked Sally. Yes Sally the homeless womon who came before i left and who was living outside in the tree and making fires. i know that my mouth was open because Sally said to me a real shocker huh? close your mouth. i did. well now what is going on i thought to myself and G..... must have read my mind she said to me well what is going on now is that Sally and I have become friends and lovers, i moved from where i was at to be with her here and she agreed to move inside THE HOUSE with me, as you can tell by the heat of the fire pit she still insists on having a fire almost every night, she said it was in memory of you. i thought to myself in my memory well that's interesting so did she move in with you in memory of me also at that place (me ole alter girl said jealous jealous jealous). yes i am i admit but jealous of what of who, they looked very happy together and they neither one of them had ever promised themselves to me nor i to them. and yes i am jealous, and at that me alter said well you finally learned how to thine own self be true.